I LOVE U FOREVER.....

ALOHA!its me again...hye...harinie me nak citer sal sumthin special..pd 14.03.2011...ulangtahum me with A...i love her so much....takpat hidup tanpa dia..walaupun me nan nya salu gaduh p mmg syg cinta setia nan nya seorg...harinie ulangtahun kita p sambut mcm biasa jerrr...asal ada lunch dinner sama sudah cukup bg me..kadang2 A ni sgt menyebalkan coz dia jenis org yg mengongkong me..p me xkisah..dia buat semua tu coz she love me....sebelum jumpa she pg nie...me telah mendapat satu kol yg sgt sgt mengejutkan....bg me xkan masa ulangtahun me nan nya..hal ini perlu terjadi..!!!!its so frustrated!!!!!!my college call suruh booked tiket on 3.4.2011...p me xsampai hati nak bgtau dia....pagi tu me jumpa nan nya...she ajak me g lambir and niah with her family and friends..but me xnak..we all gaduh...gaduh besar..sampai she nangis...me so so worried...p after gaduh..she tell me she wanna kill herslf...its so damn!!me love u bha...me cinta mati nan u..walaupun me xnak bgtau she yg me p kchng on 3hb..me terpaksa drpd she tau lambat....she terkejut!!!sampai she nangis kata kat me jgn pg sebab she xpat hidup tanpa me....;(;(;(.....from here i noe...she love me very much....me sedih sampai me kuar air mata...;(;(....i also love her so damn much more...me xpat hidup tanpa her...;(....after kuar me anta nya balit..nya nangis teruk sbb takut sedih me p kuching...but how to do???its my responsibility as a son/student..me oso xnak tgglkan dia...skrg me nangis;(;(....she send msg that..she takpat hidup tanpa me..kalau me p kchng...;(;(..she say harap tuhan ambk nyawa nya before me go to kuching...p me harap kat tuhan supaya tabahkan hatinya...dan terima hakikat...then hope she xbuat mcm2.....;(;(...currently so sad me rite now......;;((